love emptiness so tangible

Now I been through a whole lot of shit over the last few years

a lot more than ya know about and sure as hell a lot more than ya'd care to hear

I've fucked my fears and drained my tears / found so much strength in myself and peers

so much so that in these words / I let down my guard so that I can hurt

and squeeze out every little drop of pain / so that when I walk out that door

I can just be the me that I wanna be / cuz the demons are at home under rose and key

now I ain't saying that I cover shit up / but when it comes to the outside world

there's enough garbage to drown us all / so when we talk I will just say love

and sure I'd like to live for infinity / but truth be told I'm ready to die today

and I kinda figure that's the best way to be / cuz I don't know when my time will come

so I'ma live like I am immortal and I'ma live like I'm already done

I'ma write these words like they'll be legends and like they never existed

and thusly they will never be sung / and I am not / where I'm from

I am not the hate I hung / I am not the bell I rung / I am not here and I was never gone

and I don't know about these words / about my heart or about my soul

but I'm proud to stand and say out loud the only thing I really know

is that I ain't faking myself when I say I know that I just don't know

I don't know / I don't know / I don't know / I just love us so

and I am nothing just like you / can you think of anything more beautiful?