Thursday, April 21, 2011
Omnitempo Maximalism
its the position of from the words are leaking just another dendrite
adding harmony to the flow from laugh to where the silence run
ohm mani padme hum i aint never started and man / i aint ever done
i aint gotta speak to be heard
or be anyone special to be the cure or make the line to know it curves
neutral affirmation
cuz in the past i've been destruction
been creation and in between i find my balance preordained
im deep enough to know myself
to take the gun outta my chest replace it with my heart
stash the death up on the shelf life knows what's best
participate and be a part and say what ya gotta say
cuz in the flow it all just glows it all just goes to show
it aint what ya know its what ya learning
that keeps the world a turning...
WORD.xxx.WORD. let's keep this fire burning...
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Saffron
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Waddup Pen Pluck?
raiding your parking lot like panty hose got holes
clouding centrifugal sensory forces
to meet and maim the darkened ocelot
the past in folds like gold jewels adorn the nose
a rasta rouse / a crime between me and you
a riot
a matchstick from ballerina orca stitch pirouette
an orchestra slung drunk heavy in the wings
we can get this bird to fly
it just ain't done being built yet
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Feb 13th '10
I'm sick of pulling teeth
with her garter lace
but I gotta no touchy
so maintain her gaze
that bare bulb spot on
mother mary halo wreath
she a deity of nothin
but her own estate
without a please
she take my jaw
to the ocean's deep
peg lip ring to the floor
nail an aqua squeeze
before the dust settle
she done a trauma creep
my feet up the mountain
but here my head it stays...
so now I'm a 44 foot can of mace
lanky before the boards broke
now boneless face
down in the muck
choke on my cuss
I said it before about the bodies
how we tend to divy 'em up
teeming tentacles just out of reach
what the ....?
compared to the moment
I was a fucking mute yesterday...
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
White T
like the son, I might care
slim case of tall stairs
they came outta no where
to quarter off the area
no clothes no sneakers
no heart or aorta
stripped bare to my ink
not to some place
but out of the brink
that manhole cover
no longer in the dirt
I think
I'm the fuck out
to find some threads
that match my worth
wade in wine
up to my waist
glasses clink
and crack
slide the mirrored edge
along the side of my face
I open up like an
envelope apostle
sipping the holy grail
an occipital skull bone
all the dark red alcohol
flowing thick as molasses
out the back of my glasses
in them jars of clay
thats where you'll find the rest of me
that's where you'll find the pedigree
toking on my ashes
pass along the flask kids
when the bottom dry
that my time I'm gone
I'm the slurring in your speech
smoke rings from you's
pouty lips they fuse
dissipation since the breech
not unlike me to say the least
mer de noms rustle like my white ears
perked
as I bite my lip shank back the tears
yea it hurts but I been bleeding
through my fresh gear for years
finger to my forehead
finger to my chest
finger to my shoulders
left then right respectively
aware of my mortality
still I go without a vest
I'm askin' for prosperity
through what's them means
I don't know man
but I ain't askin' no questions
so whateves it be
thankfully through zipper teeth
these scarred up knees
reverently we blessed be
lordy lordy
what's my next test?
where's the swagger you meant of me?
reminding myself constantly
lest I let the better g
stumble and FORGET
(Paris) Arm 65
Don't let the frantic
dawn blood shed in the rat pit
open up the comatose
shed light onto the vanished
breathe air into the lungless
break the speed of sound
with bass blown from the lamp lit
trace clones now throw
eliminate the duplicates
shadowed faces
dropped down and out
blade feign to pout
freight sought to catch
rip wide the batch
slay wash the match
smoke em if ya got em
cuz I flail like I'm haunted
burn dreams like braille
like I'm too frail
still out for the wanted
all static no stale
wind to the sails
like I haven't forgotten
that the spirit won't last
cut and paste sense slash
dotted line determined
we's still of the vermin
so bottoms up humans of humans
and drink deep
cuz I'm still here yo
til the last daft the last crash
the last laugh the last sermon...
ya steeped...
knuckles to knuckles...
heart of the secret we keep...
Sunday, January 2, 2011
desert child
My spirit sounds like a woman
body moves like a man
lost inside the balance
of where I'm going /
where I am
I am where I'm going /
I am...
only when we break persona
through the molecules of steam
I'm touching the walls
floor and ceiling of the sauna...
still pages falling out
think I need a new sketchbook
think I need a new hot look
the cold lick of my luck
strip away my home
my scalp and my dome
black sand be my throne
and it's all gone with the wind...
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Piss on the Piano
I stink like deer meat...
coffee cigarettes and blueberry juice
the trampling caused the paths
upon which we pause...
now meditate
my needing no longer wanting
my phalanx tooth
shimmy through
lose the noose
loose...
fresh goose neck bled...
the proof...
tongue laid to bed
what a grave
the sound of pianos has become
what a widow...
what a...
...
her death gave way
to these weighing waves
gaze I raise from palms that pray
psalms of silence
hymns hinge on haze
virus from the tentacles
I only accept
hands slack behind my back
as I grip the splitting cells
blindfold held til I turn away
only time would tell
but my love, my belle
do you remember?
we collapsed the skull
under water in light of the swell
we cut out the tongue
to cease the smell
senses fuckered
directions rudder
the base got harder
as the fins fade darker
we touch the bottom
to rise again...
death by pressure...
...my aquatic bones begin to bubble...
dec. 30th '10
a glass of hennesey
whats the fuss
my skeleton hand
still strums the blunts
down tempo beats
still keep the buzz
gimme a cheaper drink
and I still be love
a case of lucky
my leather and studs
fedora pulled crooky
can't hide the punk
still I side step
like dub is sunk
got 5 on confessor
when none's enough
10 on professor
cuz he talk to much
11 on my sweater
and 12 in the glove
when I hit lucky 13
I will be the sun...
Monday, November 29, 2010
Unescaped / Undenied
Sunday, November 21, 2010
nove 21st '10
small cat under the table cloth.
manhole shrunk.
cobblestone tracks lost.
gatherer of fibres
let the face of wind
be the pigment you draw.
slight skirt stitched by hand.
you gone not a cough wrong.
baby, sting me,
then clear out your cup.
black short wide straw.
window frames with space for the letters.
clawfoot tub filled.
rusty bottom.
inside ivory astro
span to your length
now narrow,
sow soft.
in the living room
i roll a blunt proper
for a queen like you.
by the moonlight
the splash of bath water
sounds so pure,
just knowing it's made by you.
tonight the cello sleeps.
our breath the metronome.
staccato with beat.
body shadows
lost in the dark hallways,
slender secrets kept...
...keep.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Running from Reaper
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
caoco (lyrics not rhymes)
This ain't a show this is just embrassing
but baby don't step off
can't let go
don't not hopscotch broken nose
they're laughing
at you again
so fuck em caoco into the milk
don't go off the stage scribe turns to page
mouths and hands erased
now what are you gonna say
to them before the lightbulbs burst
the darkness is so thirsty for your tongue...
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
prolapsed the pink skull
There's no fixing this
my dreams, you don't deserve
your harmony's pot shotty
I open up in 1/24th sec rotations
nappy stem nosh unconscious
the inside of a skull
pink soft glow like its regulatory
I'm rushed into waking
I shit a better release
than what you'll ever be
I should'a writ a slender woman
into walking with me in the steam
the meat locker only goes so deep
the cold black barrel / only so long
our pi porous throats only so deep
you're so beautiful when you're choking
my jaw agape at the splendor of your memory
you're just so fucking gorgeous when you're dying
asian coins bark like deformed peacocks
that retardedly celebrate everything...
...you're so beautiful when you sleep...
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
an intro minor
six hinges and who knows how many blades.
A couple of capable hands,
I'm gonna see what I can make.
2D, 3D,
words go no D
and still somehow in dimensionlessness
is where I carve out my most honest slays.
Throw the metal at my mental
to see what sticks and what falls away.
If I was the sky
then these symbols be my rain.
These cymbals voice in waves.
These syllables can't contain
even that which I, I...I,
just breathe...
breathe as breath pertains.
breathe...
now convey:
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Nov. 2nd '10
crisp as a chrysalis
frozen in the tip of a wet dripping icicle.
Her static silence crackling outwards.
Vibration free.
Growth within the emptiness.
Blossom has come to change.
We leave.
this time, leafless.
Paw prints in the white out,
percolate.
In the cold
our breath levitates,
permanent.
A cause of insurmountable difference.
A cricket's lisp
will always go unnoticed.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
CHANGE.
Change is so constant I could say
change a dozen times and the word
change would mean something different every time I said it.
Change
changes hands from those too stuck up bitch rich to
change to those too itchin' for something to scratch away the pain to
change what got them there in the first place when
change is first born right here in your head space.
Change is closer than the spark before the flame.
Change is the escape plan not yet thought of.
Change is the x and y chromosome woman or man.
Change was the world before we drew a map.
Change is the action of love when it is not hindered.
Change changes everything. ALL WAYS for the better.
Brothers and sisters
my name is CHANGE.
Not because I refuse to stay the same
but because I am that I am that I am no other way
and that, will never
change.
Changing my clothes
changing the roads
changing is flow.
Changing is strangers into lovers.
But when strangers become fighters
I would argue that this is not change.
I tell you this is fear, in the heart of one or the other.
Raising arms against our sisters and brothers when
they raise their voices and come out from behind cover.
Quick! Put down that cracka or put down that nigga
cuz if we don't things might not stay the same.
Cuz if we do things'll stay the same...whew.
Please understand that when I say the word
'nigga' it does not come with connotations of hate.
But when I say the word 'same'
please believe that I hope that it do.
Same connotates the stopping of seasons,
same connotates the same shit
for the same reasons.
Same connotates eventual blind faith
in all of the things that we believe in.
Same connotates the past tense of 'forget'
and it seems that 'same' has forgot,
the death, funeral and wake of yours truly.
My name is change.
A name given to me out of beauty for all that
change gives.
Change is
new life to be lived.
Change is the
new day casting it's
new sun and her
new rays don't ask permission
they just reach out to you and kiss.
Change is me saying everything and regretting nothing
because even if half of everything that comes out of my mouth is a lie,
well the lies will be overturned
and it is the TRUTH that wIll Set me FREE,
and because of this, I will have learnt.
and I will walk away
changed.
I've said the word
change
29 times
and that's 29 more times than I
need to say it for everything to have already
changed.
Brothers and sisters,
My name is change.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
whale bones
Wrenches clatter downwards through the cloud of pots and cast iron pans
inside the joints of all tools the only constant consists of concepts
even consciousness eventually collapses enveloping continuity
eventually cooking becomes baking becomes burnt
a twist of a purse / the bent knee of a skirt
and still amongst the flash fire the gas and the char,
still, something, must be presented.
Calamity they once called me
'they' are on this day nobody
so at the moment I go by nothing.
you've your legs crossed
and the table cloth helps not with hiding
you've the heel bust off your right shoe
I can tell by the way you bite your lip
when I set this plate in front of you
and also by the way you're slouching.
They used to call you Vicky.
Only so that when they did you'd know
how little they cared about
what name you had actually been given.
I figure I touched a nerve
as you look away
pouring towards the ceiling
like it was the top of your foot
the back of your knee
your hip
your palm,
your face.
you take a bite
the steam wafts through you porously
and
I've been on the subject of you
for so long
by fork down both shoes removed
I'm rubbing the spaces between your toes
and you
grin, and already know too much.
I shut my mouth
the table vanish
the chairs standoffish
the consonance of our touch
our bodies maintain internal rhythm
rhyme between us belonging to
the assonance of our past...
alliteration, is not a topic
of which we spoke,
unless in hushed onomatopoeia
we cut from each other's shade
we gut from each other's tone
everything we've ever been
reinvented by one another
with instinct so honest
your shame and secret become me
my vulnerability leaves you writhing
and in the hot box of the kitchen floor
we playfully pressed blades
against each other's throats.
simply waiting for our lips to part.
as one of us tries to breathe.